29-may-09/bergedung

i was at gadong tadi.

first aku sama sii sapri.

then i saw sii izzul so aga ia lah.

So aku jalan sama ia lah.

The jumpa nurul the cousin of mine.

Kami kan lama dh tidak jumpa so we talk-talk-talk lah.

The i go jalan.

i was with sii izzul, muqri and syarif.

Then me, izzul and muq aga sii nabe the bestfriend of mine and the girlfriend of muq.

Actualy kmi kan liat movie.

But mereka ni main2 mcm kan liat juga inda jua.
So dh kan bli tict tu nada tia ada seat.

Inda jadi liat movie kami pergi west.

Chill sana.

I saw meej sana.

Ia liat-liat mana apa meejan uh.

Haha.

Then then aku order bbq chicken woah.

Nyaman. *slerpslerp*

Haha.

Then then sii qelz berangin.

Ia gtau sii nabe ia inda k gadong padahal ia gadong.

Ia gadong with sister ny plg so ia kjap ja sama kami.

actualy kan aku msa tu tunggu ultraman aku punya wh.

Janji ny pkul 3.30 but nada jua ada.

Atu pkul 4 dh.

Abis dh ku makan bah.

Atlast ada jua ia datang dengan tentra-tentra ny.

Haha.

No lah teman ny and adik ny.

Then kami jalan tawaf mall kajap the bored rasa ny ya th th sii dorsh, ultraman ku bwa liat movie.

Actualy malam ny aku plg yg bwa ia liat movie but ia ckp ia inda dpt pasal ia match cs.

Then td ia ckp ia inda jadi pasal match ny pkul 2 dh start.

So kami liat movie pkul 5.30

Kami liat movie night at the museum 2.

The movie is so damn funny.

The movie end at 7 i think.

Then we go jalan lah.

Sii alip cut his hair woah.

Wanna know hows he look like at the end?

Rugged woah.

I like his hair.

Then at 10.10pm im at home.

Now im on my bed with the tedy. ;D

peoples bitrthday

25th of may happy blated birthday to sii ijaa the class mate of mine and to sii fakhrul.

29th of may happy birthday to sii zahir the ex and class mate of mine.

May god bless kamu bertiga.

;D

Last night/25-may-09

Its start like this.

Once spoon a time.

Haha no lah.

Spoon lagi tu.

Selalu ny upon.

Okeyokey.

Back to my story. ;D

at that time saya limpang.

Nothing to do.

At the same moment aku chit chat with sii jerry.

But kajap saja then ia ofline.

Time kami masih chat itu saya misscalled sii itu jejay.

Few mins after ada ia message aku.

Im totally happy cause akhir ny ia message aku.

But after i read his message i was crying.

his message is totally hurting.

So i replied his message.

Then after kami b message i tried to call boboi but he didnt answer.

Tried to call uwehn but she have no credit.

Then i called atai's number.

He answer my call.

Then i tell uwehn everything.

I want her to cheer me up.

She did cheer me up a bit.

Thanks sai, i love you.

Then i've message my ultraman and told him to go online.

Then he text me and ask what happen to me.

So i tell him every thing happen.

Then he give me advice.

He do care about me. ;D

He make me lauge after that.

Thanks alot my ultraman!

Then i kinda sleepy so i told him i wanna sleep.

So im off to bed lah.

Thats the end of my story. ;D

Last night/25-may-09

Its start like this.

Once spoon a time.

Haha no lah.

Spoon lagi tu.

Selalu ny upon.

Okeyokey.

Back to my story. ;D

at that time saya limpang.

Nothing to do.

At the same moment aku chit chat with sii jerry.

But kajap saja then ia ofline.

Time kami masih chat itu saya misscalled sii itu jejay.

Few mins after ada ia message aku.

Im totally happy cause akhir ny ia message aku.

But afteq i read his message i was crying.

his message is totally hurting.

So i replied his message.

Then after kami b message i tried to call boboi but he didnt answer.

Tried to call uwehn but she have no credit.

Then i called atai's number.

He answer my call.

Then i tell uwehn everything.

I want her to cheer me up.

She did cheer me up a bit.

Thanks sai, i love you.

Then i've message my ultraman and told him to go online.

Then he text me and ask what happen to me.

So i tell him every thing happen.

Then he give me advice.

He do care about me. ;D

He make me lauge after that.

Thanks alot my ultraman!

Then i kinda sleepy so i told him i wanna sleep.

So im off to bed lah.

Thats the end of my story. ;D

At school today

i went to school around 6.45am

i went to my class tarus.

Tired juga bah naik ke class atu.

Tinggkat 2 bah class saya itu.

datang-datang ke class tarus tanya my classmate pkul beapa start exam geo.

Durang cakap 7.30am

Woah!

Itu awal sangat wah.

abis ny at 9.30am

2hours bah.

Batah-batah

i cant answer that paper very well.

Because saya tidak study.

Study pulang but dikit saja.

After exam we had our break.

hajat kan break with durg raihanah.

But i saw durg nabe and qelz.

so break with nabe and qelz lah aku.

actualy kami biasa berempat.

But tadi sii reena tidak pergi sekolah.

dia ada problem dikit.

after break kan teacher babe msuk class kami.

Cian teacher sleepy ia.

The next exam will be c.sci 1 at 11.45am

So kmi ada more than 1 hour kan study.

Kami bukan plg study but becerita.

Sii chong jahat ada kah patut ia cubit aku kuat-kuat.

Aku inda juga cubit ia kuat-kuat.

Aku and sii rai cerita-cerita about one girl and one guy ani.

panjang lah cerita kami.


Then teacher babe keluar yg masuk ke class kmi is sir azril.

then start tia our exam at 11.45am

boring bah ia jaga our class.

Haha.

Then abis exam.

Sanang juga lah the exam.

Mana inda mcq saja.

Haha.

So now im home. ;D

Ultraman teman karib ku!

wahh!!

Dari tadi aku nangis then tiba-tiba aku text ia, kami chat then aku ketawa.

Dia buat aku ketawa lah.

Haha.

Im still a bit sad but i can handle it.

He always make me laugh actualy.

Then kami chit chat aku ckap thanks arah dia.

He ask lah for what.

I said making me laugh. ;D

And i told him before aku text ia aku nangis.

Ia tnya napa inda gtau ia awal-awal ia mau jua ikut nangis.

Ngoks juga tu dia uh.

Haha.

Then he said if ada apa-apa share saja sama ia.

Ia kan bagi advice for aku.

And ia ckp ia kan jadi ultraman ku.

Ngok eh anak atu.

Haha.

Aku happy lah chat sama dia.

Dia selalu buat aku ketawa. ;D

this is what i feel

i love you but why you always make me hurt!

i cant live forever with this!

no one can live their life with this kind of problem.

even you've make me hurt for few times.

but i still want you and i still waiting for you!

its been 3months.

but what did i get?

lots of lie that you had give me!
all the tears i cried!

all the pain i keep in side!

no one know how i feel excpt you sister.

i've share everything with her.

she try to help me.

but she cant help me 100%.

you the who make the decision.

i know im not the type of girl you want.

but please dont hurt me.

i always feel the pain.

so please nowdays try to make me happy.

you want me to change right?

soon i'll change like what you've told me.

thats one of my promise!

my happiness come from you!

i remember when you smile.

youre smile such a sweet thing ever.

the way you hugg me.

i miss your hugg alots.

the way you kiss me.

its a soft kiss and so sweet.

the way you pampering me.

so-soo sweet wah.

but nowdays,

i can only miss all those things.

imposible for me to feel it.

how can i feel it?

even my message text you didnt reply.

remember this, i wont give up that easy.

GOD!

please,

i truely love him.

so help me.

i cant live my life with this forever!

i hope you'll help me to prove that i realy love him.

thanks god!

='/

23-may-2009

Today ada orang birthday lah.


Dia teman saya!


Mahu tahu siapa?


Sii chim wah!



So HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIM!


May god bless you friend!

Sunday/23-may-09/gadong

saya baru saja pulang dari gedong ini.

saya tadi pergi jalan dengan uwehn di gedong!

uwehn!

imissyoualreadysaiank!

tadi d weststreet uwehn online pkai lappy saya.

then ia webcam with niehl.

cali durg webcam, tapi cute.

Haha.

Thenthen wanna know apa ada d gadong lagi?

tadi di gedong ada durg BSicon performs.

yg ikut performs itu 6 orang.

JEJAY, Jaie, Atai, Stevo, Jerry and Boboi.

durg punya performents RUGGED!

sii JEJAY nampak handsome plus cute plus rugged!

i like toh!

tapi kan aku sad sangat-sangat. ='/

after durang perform, JEJAY ignore saya.

i know we have crisis, maybe.

but he dont have to ignore me x uh.

i've message him many time but he didnt reply my message

Even one.

Pitty me lah.

i love him alot wah.

i hope our relationship will be fine soon.

i'll keep trying until you'll be mine.

JEJAY only you who i LOVE!

Bored di rumah

itu saya di rumah

sebelum pergi gadong

di sana ada teddy sii jejay!!

jejay aku mahu!

aku rindu jejay wah!!

School

Couple/uwehn and aswan

uwehn and aswan atu bah!

start now

MAY! MAY! MAY!

what happen during this month?

i didnt remember from the 1st of may until this moment. haha. tell you a bit about what happen during this may.

if im not mistaken 2nd of may my school had our beachton.

5th of may is amin, nira and adam's birthday. so happy blated birthday dear friend.

7th of may me and my hadrahmate had our competion at smpdsm. this date is my classmate naqiah had her sweet sixteen. so happy blated sweet sixteen naqi. ;D

13th of may is my 3rd friendship monthsary with JEJAY, UWEHN, ATAI, JERRY, BOBOI, JAE and the other. loveyou guys alots! and and and happy blated birthday to teman karib ku.

20th of may my midyear exam start. maths paper is so easy! ilovesmaths!

22th of may is my cousin birthday, then baby adam birthday juga and and sii hawa teman ku punya birthday! happy blated birthday guys!

So thats what i remember during my may. ;D

Update starts now

wahh! its been a month plus i didnt update my blog. so here i start updating my blog. last wednesday 20th may my midyear exam start and end next saturday 30th may. i'll try my best to get better result than my test one. so wish me luck friend. ;D