this is what i feel

i love you but why you always make me hurt!

i cant live forever with this!

no one can live their life with this kind of problem.

even you've make me hurt for few times.

but i still want you and i still waiting for you!

its been 3months.

but what did i get?

lots of lie that you had give me!
all the tears i cried!

all the pain i keep in side!

no one know how i feel excpt you sister.

i've share everything with her.

she try to help me.

but she cant help me 100%.

you the who make the decision.

i know im not the type of girl you want.

but please dont hurt me.

i always feel the pain.

so please nowdays try to make me happy.

you want me to change right?

soon i'll change like what you've told me.

thats one of my promise!

my happiness come from you!

i remember when you smile.

youre smile such a sweet thing ever.

the way you hugg me.

i miss your hugg alots.

the way you kiss me.

its a soft kiss and so sweet.

the way you pampering me.

so-soo sweet wah.

but nowdays,

i can only miss all those things.

imposible for me to feel it.

how can i feel it?

even my message text you didnt reply.

remember this, i wont give up that easy.

GOD!

please,

i truely love him.

so help me.

i cant live my life with this forever!

i hope you'll help me to prove that i realy love him.

thanks god!

='/

23-may-2009

Today ada orang birthday lah.


Dia teman saya!


Mahu tahu siapa?


Sii chim wah!



So HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIM!


May god bless you friend!

Sunday/23-may-09/gadong

saya baru saja pulang dari gedong ini.

saya tadi pergi jalan dengan uwehn di gedong!

uwehn!

imissyoualreadysaiank!

tadi d weststreet uwehn online pkai lappy saya.

then ia webcam with niehl.

cali durg webcam, tapi cute.

Haha.

Thenthen wanna know apa ada d gadong lagi?

tadi di gedong ada durg BSicon performs.

yg ikut performs itu 6 orang.

JEJAY, Jaie, Atai, Stevo, Jerry and Boboi.

durg punya performents RUGGED!

sii JEJAY nampak handsome plus cute plus rugged!

i like toh!

tapi kan aku sad sangat-sangat. ='/

after durang perform, JEJAY ignore saya.

i know we have crisis, maybe.

but he dont have to ignore me x uh.

i've message him many time but he didnt reply my message

Even one.

Pitty me lah.

i love him alot wah.

i hope our relationship will be fine soon.

i'll keep trying until you'll be mine.

JEJAY only you who i LOVE!

Bored di rumah

itu saya di rumah

sebelum pergi gadong

di sana ada teddy sii jejay!!

jejay aku mahu!

aku rindu jejay wah!!

School

Couple/uwehn and aswan

uwehn and aswan atu bah!

start now

MAY! MAY! MAY!

what happen during this month?

i didnt remember from the 1st of may until this moment. haha. tell you a bit about what happen during this may.

if im not mistaken 2nd of may my school had our beachton.

5th of may is amin, nira and adam's birthday. so happy blated birthday dear friend.

7th of may me and my hadrahmate had our competion at smpdsm. this date is my classmate naqiah had her sweet sixteen. so happy blated sweet sixteen naqi. ;D

13th of may is my 3rd friendship monthsary with JEJAY, UWEHN, ATAI, JERRY, BOBOI, JAE and the other. loveyou guys alots! and and and happy blated birthday to teman karib ku.

20th of may my midyear exam start. maths paper is so easy! ilovesmaths!

22th of may is my cousin birthday, then baby adam birthday juga and and sii hawa teman ku punya birthday! happy blated birthday guys!

So thats what i remember during my may. ;D