29-may-09/bergedung

i was at gadong tadi.

first aku sama sii sapri.

then i saw sii izzul so aga ia lah.

So aku jalan sama ia lah.

The jumpa nurul the cousin of mine.

Kami kan lama dh tidak jumpa so we talk-talk-talk lah.

The i go jalan.

i was with sii izzul, muqri and syarif.

Then me, izzul and muq aga sii nabe the bestfriend of mine and the girlfriend of muq.

Actualy kmi kan liat movie.

But mereka ni main2 mcm kan liat juga inda jua.
So dh kan bli tict tu nada tia ada seat.

Inda jadi liat movie kami pergi west.

Chill sana.

I saw meej sana.

Ia liat-liat mana apa meejan uh.

Haha.

Then then aku order bbq chicken woah.

Nyaman. *slerpslerp*

Haha.

Then then sii qelz berangin.

Ia gtau sii nabe ia inda k gadong padahal ia gadong.

Ia gadong with sister ny plg so ia kjap ja sama kami.

actualy kan aku msa tu tunggu ultraman aku punya wh.

Janji ny pkul 3.30 but nada jua ada.

Atu pkul 4 dh.

Abis dh ku makan bah.

Atlast ada jua ia datang dengan tentra-tentra ny.

Haha.

No lah teman ny and adik ny.

Then kami jalan tawaf mall kajap the bored rasa ny ya th th sii dorsh, ultraman ku bwa liat movie.

Actualy malam ny aku plg yg bwa ia liat movie but ia ckp ia inda dpt pasal ia match cs.

Then td ia ckp ia inda jadi pasal match ny pkul 2 dh start.

So kami liat movie pkul 5.30

Kami liat movie night at the museum 2.

The movie is so damn funny.

The movie end at 7 i think.

Then we go jalan lah.

Sii alip cut his hair woah.

Wanna know hows he look like at the end?

Rugged woah.

I like his hair.

Then at 10.10pm im at home.

Now im on my bed with the tedy. ;D

peoples bitrthday

25th of may happy blated birthday to sii ijaa the class mate of mine and to sii fakhrul.

29th of may happy birthday to sii zahir the ex and class mate of mine.

May god bless kamu bertiga.

;D

Last night/25-may-09

Its start like this.

Once spoon a time.

Haha no lah.

Spoon lagi tu.

Selalu ny upon.

Okeyokey.

Back to my story. ;D

at that time saya limpang.

Nothing to do.

At the same moment aku chit chat with sii jerry.

But kajap saja then ia ofline.

Time kami masih chat itu saya misscalled sii itu jejay.

Few mins after ada ia message aku.

Im totally happy cause akhir ny ia message aku.

But after i read his message i was crying.

his message is totally hurting.

So i replied his message.

Then after kami b message i tried to call boboi but he didnt answer.

Tried to call uwehn but she have no credit.

Then i called atai's number.

He answer my call.

Then i tell uwehn everything.

I want her to cheer me up.

She did cheer me up a bit.

Thanks sai, i love you.

Then i've message my ultraman and told him to go online.

Then he text me and ask what happen to me.

So i tell him every thing happen.

Then he give me advice.

He do care about me. ;D

He make me lauge after that.

Thanks alot my ultraman!

Then i kinda sleepy so i told him i wanna sleep.

So im off to bed lah.

Thats the end of my story. ;D

Last night/25-may-09

Its start like this.

Once spoon a time.

Haha no lah.

Spoon lagi tu.

Selalu ny upon.

Okeyokey.

Back to my story. ;D

at that time saya limpang.

Nothing to do.

At the same moment aku chit chat with sii jerry.

But kajap saja then ia ofline.

Time kami masih chat itu saya misscalled sii itu jejay.

Few mins after ada ia message aku.

Im totally happy cause akhir ny ia message aku.

But afteq i read his message i was crying.

his message is totally hurting.

So i replied his message.

Then after kami b message i tried to call boboi but he didnt answer.

Tried to call uwehn but she have no credit.

Then i called atai's number.

He answer my call.

Then i tell uwehn everything.

I want her to cheer me up.

She did cheer me up a bit.

Thanks sai, i love you.

Then i've message my ultraman and told him to go online.

Then he text me and ask what happen to me.

So i tell him every thing happen.

Then he give me advice.

He do care about me. ;D

He make me lauge after that.

Thanks alot my ultraman!

Then i kinda sleepy so i told him i wanna sleep.

So im off to bed lah.

Thats the end of my story. ;D

At school today

i went to school around 6.45am

i went to my class tarus.

Tired juga bah naik ke class atu.

Tinggkat 2 bah class saya itu.

datang-datang ke class tarus tanya my classmate pkul beapa start exam geo.

Durang cakap 7.30am

Woah!

Itu awal sangat wah.

abis ny at 9.30am

2hours bah.

Batah-batah

i cant answer that paper very well.

Because saya tidak study.

Study pulang but dikit saja.

After exam we had our break.

hajat kan break with durg raihanah.

But i saw durg nabe and qelz.

so break with nabe and qelz lah aku.

actualy kami biasa berempat.

But tadi sii reena tidak pergi sekolah.

dia ada problem dikit.

after break kan teacher babe msuk class kami.

Cian teacher sleepy ia.

The next exam will be c.sci 1 at 11.45am

So kmi ada more than 1 hour kan study.

Kami bukan plg study but becerita.

Sii chong jahat ada kah patut ia cubit aku kuat-kuat.

Aku inda juga cubit ia kuat-kuat.

Aku and sii rai cerita-cerita about one girl and one guy ani.

panjang lah cerita kami.


Then teacher babe keluar yg masuk ke class kmi is sir azril.

then start tia our exam at 11.45am

boring bah ia jaga our class.

Haha.

Then abis exam.

Sanang juga lah the exam.

Mana inda mcq saja.

Haha.

So now im home. ;D

Ultraman teman karib ku!

wahh!!

Dari tadi aku nangis then tiba-tiba aku text ia, kami chat then aku ketawa.

Dia buat aku ketawa lah.

Haha.

Im still a bit sad but i can handle it.

He always make me laugh actualy.

Then kami chit chat aku ckap thanks arah dia.

He ask lah for what.

I said making me laugh. ;D

And i told him before aku text ia aku nangis.

Ia tnya napa inda gtau ia awal-awal ia mau jua ikut nangis.

Ngoks juga tu dia uh.

Haha.

Then he said if ada apa-apa share saja sama ia.

Ia kan bagi advice for aku.

And ia ckp ia kan jadi ultraman ku.

Ngok eh anak atu.

Haha.

Aku happy lah chat sama dia.

Dia selalu buat aku ketawa. ;D

this is what i feel

i love you but why you always make me hurt!

i cant live forever with this!

no one can live their life with this kind of problem.

even you've make me hurt for few times.

but i still want you and i still waiting for you!

its been 3months.

but what did i get?

lots of lie that you had give me!
all the tears i cried!

all the pain i keep in side!

no one know how i feel excpt you sister.

i've share everything with her.

she try to help me.

but she cant help me 100%.

you the who make the decision.

i know im not the type of girl you want.

but please dont hurt me.

i always feel the pain.

so please nowdays try to make me happy.

you want me to change right?

soon i'll change like what you've told me.

thats one of my promise!

my happiness come from you!

i remember when you smile.

youre smile such a sweet thing ever.

the way you hugg me.

i miss your hugg alots.

the way you kiss me.

its a soft kiss and so sweet.

the way you pampering me.

so-soo sweet wah.

but nowdays,

i can only miss all those things.

imposible for me to feel it.

how can i feel it?

even my message text you didnt reply.

remember this, i wont give up that easy.

GOD!

please,

i truely love him.

so help me.

i cant live my life with this forever!

i hope you'll help me to prove that i realy love him.

thanks god!

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